Eu si lumea
O prietena mi-a zis in treacat ca ar trebui sa ma impac cu anumite persoane, sa ma impac cu lumea… Oare chiar m-am certat cu lumea? Si daca da, de ce?
Ceva ma nemultumeste, ceva lipseste, ceva nu este in regula… ce anume? Habar n-am si nu stiu daca voi afla vreodata… vreau doar sa treaca…
Nu cred ca este doar impresia mea, dar in ultima vreme vad cum multe persoane pe care le consider foarte apropiate, din cercul meu de prieteni buni, fac diverse gafe, ma ranesc, ma dezamagesc, iar asta doare cel mai tare.
Am constatat ca mare parte din neplacerile mele provin din faptul ca ma astept la prea mult de la cei la care tin. Ii evaluez corect, dar intotdeauna ma astept sa avanseze, sa evolueze, sa fie fericiti… asa cum cineva mi-a zis odata, uneori ii imping prea mult de la spate. Cand nu se intampla asa sunt dezamagita si ma doare foarte tare…
Pe de alta parte, nu mai am deloc incredere in mine, am ajuns sa ma simt singura ca pe vremea liceului… Simt un nod in gat, umezeala ochilor… nu mai vreau.
Nu mai reusesc sa comunic cu nimeni, simt ca nimeni nu intelege, ma simt inchisa….
Imi lipsesc discutiile lungi, despre orice si despre nimic, despre tot si despre viata.
Vad in jurul meu cum relatii lungi, de ani buni, aproape in pragul casatoriei, se destrama. De ce?! Oare atata timp a durat pana sa iti dai seama ca ai gresit calea? Nu imi vine sa cred, nu mi se pare ok… Si ce faci atunci?
La fel cum zice un prieten, fericirea este greu de obtinut, poate mai greu decat sanatatea…
Totul este mult prea trist, poate ca sunt doar eu in razboi cu lumea…cum cad la pace?!
Fairytale…
Years ago, when I was younger,
I kinda liked a girl I knew.
She was mine, and we were sweethearts
That was then, but then it’s true
I’m in love with a fairytale,
even though it hurts
‘Cause I don’t care if I lose my mind
I’m already cursed.
Everyday we started fighting,
ever night we fell in ove
No one else could make me sadder,
but no one else could lift me high above
I don’t know what I was doing,
when suddenly, we fell apart
Nowadays, I cannot find her
But when I do, we’l get a bran new start
I’m in loce with a fairytale,
even though it hurts
‘Cause I don’t care if I lose my mind
I’m already cursed
She’s a fairytale
Yeah…
Even though it hurts
‘Cause I don’t care if i lose my mind
I’m already cursed…
Alexander Rybak – Fairytale
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Hello
Hello
Hello
Waking up at the start of the end of the world,
But it’s feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it’s gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour
And I started staring at the passengers who’re waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?
I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we’re gonna find out
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Well I believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we’re gonna pretend,
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
I think it turned ten o’clock but I don’t really know
And I can’t remember caring for an hour or so
Started crying and I couldn’t stop myself
I started running but there’s no where to run to
I sat down on the street took a look at myself
Said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
Say your goodbyes if you’ve got someone you can say goodbye to
I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we’re gonna find out
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we’re gonna pretend,
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
It’s gone, gone, baby, it’s all gone
There is no one on the corner and there’s no one at home
It was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it’s over for me and it’s over for you
Well it’s gone, gone, baby, it’s all gone
There is no one on the corner and there’s no one at home
Well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it’s over for me and it’s over for you
I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we’re gonna find out
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we’re gonna pretend,
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
Let’s see how far we’ve come
